I meant to update 9 minutes ago so it would be exactly one month since the last time I updated, but I got lazy and procrastinated.  So now, it's a month and a day since my last entry. 

Went to the show yesterday. It was some pretty hot shit, man. Except all the people I met are graduating in like 5 days.  They were all such funny/cool people. Damn me and my bad timing.

Last day of school was yesterday too.  It definitely did not feel like it.  I guess I'm kinda sad.  I mean when you think about it, there are classes where you just love everyone in there and its amazing, but you can never recreate that.  These poeople were thrown together by computers and they just happened to be put in those classes together.  It's not like they're all gonna go home and be like "Oh man, let's have my whole US History class over to hang out".  Like it's never gonna be like that ever again.  And the people who you think are amazingly hilarious/cool/or always wanted to talk to but never got really did but they were there anyway for you to admire from afar.  I don't know. It'll just be different.  I guess change just scares me.

So yeah, back to last night, Keith with the golden green eyes and I went to go watch Lucky13, Forever in a Day, Plunket, and Starter Kit.  They were all pretty good, but I think Plunket and Starter Kit were lovelier than most.  I felt kind of out place cuz I don't normally go to that stuff so of course I knew no one, but I saw BryanStuba who is amazing as all hell and my night was pretty cool from then on. 

will finish later

My inner child is six years old! Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole big world out there to do it in. Just so long as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my three best friends with me, of course.

I always tell myself I'm going to update regularly, but then I either get lazy or busy or just plain forget about it until weeks later.  Then, I have so much stuff I want to say but I always say..."Oh I'll write about that later" and then later never comes.  It seems really stupid sometimes to be writing in an online journal.  It's like I'm displaying my life and thoughts to random people I've never met... Wait, nevermind that doesn't sound so bad now that I write it down.  Okay I take it back.  Online journals are the bomb. (!!!)  Part of the reason I write in here is because I'm so forgetful that if I don't write it down somewhere, I forget it happened.  I swear, I have alzheimers.  Or ADD.  Or ADHD.  I never understood why they added that H there.  Oh yeah, back to the subject... So, my mind's always flying and I'm always forgetting things or getting so sidetracked with my thoughts.  It's kind of annoying sometimes, but it makes life so much more interesting.  To me at least.. I'm sure to everyone else it's just sucky.  It's so hard to make plans with me cuz I'm always spaced.  I'm like high or something yet not really, cuz of the whole "I don't do drugs" thing.  Or maybe it's not like being high at all... I have no idea.  I've never been high, nor have I have been around people who have been... Or maybe I have been and I just never noticed cuz I have no idea what it looks like.  Hmm...

Okay, I just scrolled up so I could read how I got to where I am right now... I love doing that:  Backtracking, that is.  I'll sit there and think.  And then I'll stop what I'm thinking about and think of how I got there. I laugh all the time cuz I'll realize that I started with something like... what I have for drivers ed tomorrow and then end up with when I'm gonna get my period next.  Okay it doesn't sound so funny now, but when I'm actually doing it, its much more hilarious. 

Wow, okay. So...

Oh yeah, Kristin, Justin, and I walked home today.  Kristin just decided it was so nice that she wanted to walk home and Justin and I came along.  It was so impulsive and completely spontaneous.  I love doing stuff like that.  Just deciding on the spot that I'm going to do something and then going ahead and doing it.

Yesterday was fun too.  Brian let me drive on the expressway.  We were at Eric's and he drove to Mcdonalds and then told me I could drive and I was kinda scared cuz... I always get paranoid doing illegal things like that.  So anyway, I drove to my old house, and to Meadowview, and then he told me to take the expressway back to 75th from... 63rd I think.  He was like "Just turn, just do it" so I did and it was sooo cool.  There's something about the fact that I wasn't driving legally that made it so much more exciting... ooo... better word --> InViGoRaTiNg..

Oh yeah,  I made rice today.  You're probably thinking "So...? You're asian, making rice is nothing exciting..."  But it was! Because I made it from a rice-a-roni box which I've never done before. 

And vocal fest is done.  Except for the recital next Monday that I want to go to I think. 

Okay, I have to go get started on homework before I leave for church, so I think I'm done now.

God. cut the freaking drama. Blah blah blah, feel sorry for me. Shutup. You're stupid. 

You're stupid too. You think you're so fucking smart.  God. It always seems like the smartest ones are the most immature...Cuz they THINK they're all high and mighty just cuz their IQ is higher, but they fight like fucking 5 years old.... except with a bigger vocabulary and longer words.  So you're in all honors classes. Whoo. That doesn't stop you from being an immature bastard...